There is some kind of peace in that chaos. I moved to Europe 5 years back and I crave to go back every year to realise what I have left behind.
As an Indian you always swing between two extreme emotions you are either extremely proud of being there or you know for few things you either adjust or move out.
I am still confused was adjusting better or moving out.
But if you have ever lived in India you always carry it in your heart.